Two Am Is A Scary Time

“How many smiles did you fake today”She just smiled and walked awayChasing after her he asked“I just...

Sun, 24 Jun 2018 22:28:36 -0400

“How many smiles did you fake today”

She just smiled and walked away

Chasing after her he asked

“I just want to know if your truly ok”

All she knew to do was say nothing otherwise she would say everything

All she could do was look at him and smile

But he saw the tornado in her mind

He saw the hurricane in her heart

He saw the tsunami behind her eyes

And he knew the answer was no

Sat, 23 Jun 2018 12:41:52 -0400

I constantly wonder if I’m insane

And then I remind myself that insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results

And I tell myself that I don’t do that

But then I remember that every morning I wake up and get ready for a good day

And hope that I don’t want to kill myself

Wed, 20 Jun 2018 08:42:56 -0400

Yesterday night I had a panic attack

There was thunder

There was lightning

And there where the thoughts

The terrifying thoughts that eat at you

That make you wonder why

And how

And what

And the worst part was the fact that I couldn’t do anything about it

That I was helpless

And speechless

And weak

And all alone

Wed, 20 Jun 2018 08:10:36 -0400

I don’t think I’m mentally stable.

I don’t think I’m truly able

To exist alone

I say this not in any way shape or form ironically

I truly don’t feel safe with my own mind.